And it’s Thursday again…every Thursday we feel the same! One more week passed without Kishu! It’s surprising to even think that we are actually surviving without him. Not even a single day used to pass without me speaking to my brother & mom earlier. If nothing else, then at least a one liner call from him saying he has reached home safely. And now it’s the 7th week today without him. Neither the tears dry nor the pain gets lessened…it’s a wound deep within, so deep that it may take a lifetime for us to heal. God knows where our beloved got lost!
As I always say some pains are difficult to express in words but I wonder how come the lyricist of the song “Chitthi Na Koi Sandesh” got this pain expressed in the song so aptly…I always used to like this song but when I got to listen to it today after a long time on FM, I couldn’t express how I felt…looks like the lyricist has experienced some pain like this to craft such a soulful song! Whole song has got a different meaning to me now esp. the following two paragraphs:
Chithi Na Koi Sandesh
Jaane Woh Kaun Sa Desh
Jahan Tum Chale Gaye
Is Dil Pe Lagaa Ke Thes
Jaane Woh Kaun Sa Desh
Jahan Tum Chale Gaye…
Ek Aah Bharee Hogi
Humne Na Sunee Hogi
Jaate Jaate Tumne
Aawaz To Di Hogi
Aawaz To Di Hogi
Har Waqt Yehi Hai Gham
Us Waqt Kahan The Hum
Kahan Tum Chale Gaye
Abh Yaadon Ke Kaante
Is Dil Mein Chubhte Hain
Na Dard Thaherta Hai
Na Aansoon Rukte Hain
Tumhe Dhoondh Raha Hai Pyaar
Hum Kaise Karein Iqraar
Ke Haan Tum Chale Gaye
Really we can’t believe ki tum sach mein chale gaye!
Rashmi
BTW, I have got 2 surprises for you, I know all these surprises are of too small a magnitude to make you happy, but still…I hope these at least bring a smile on your face, its long we have seen you smiling.
I had nominated your blog in best blog series, if you don't know about it, its a compilation by Amit Aggrawal, that same labnol fellow. And darling your blog is featured in that list now :-). Check it out: http://www.labnol.org/india-blogs/indian-bloggers.html , I had also nominated Smita's blog (the one who writes on books), I used to hop to her blog through yours only & liked her reviews.& even hers is mentioned in the same list now. I will post a comment on her blog too.
And the second one is about your 2.0 ppt, wait for a bigger surprise for that, its gonna come soon.
Hope these cheer you up a bit. Take care dear!
Rashmi
I know sweetheart…This post brought tears to my eyes.
I can't even imagine how painful it would be for you. What can I say, I don't think any word can heal this pain. God bless & may you get your strength back. You are one of the strongest gal I know of.
Iya
hugs to u darling..
Renu
Oh kanu, even i cant stop my tears:(.
I know what you must be going thru,but may god give you the strngth to come out.
Kanupriya
@Iya: Thanks…
@ Rashmi: Thanks for nominating the link…just put the link in my side bar. Will wait for the 2.0 ppt update. Of late have been too engrossed in dealing with personal life to focus on anything, be it blogging or ppts or papers.
@ Renu: Hope so…
tellmeyourdreams
cudnt stop my tears after reading this….have no words to say anything more
Smita
🙁 Please cheer up girl…
And this song always manages to touch a chord…
BTW I have read Marrying Anita and loved it…Have even reiewed it…here is the link
http://books-life-n-more.blogspot.com/2008/12/mixed-bag-of-book-reviews.html
You can also pick the other books from SHopaholic series…they are all good..
And I need to Thanks Rashmi as well…hopping on to her blog 🙂
Abhishek
Time is the best healer Kanupriya. I know it is easy for anyone like me, who has never suffered a trauma like this, to give advise to move on and completely different to go through each day.
Kanupriya
@ tellmeyourdreams: Yea words fail…
@ Abhishek: Hope time heals this pain…
@ Smita: Sure, will read Anita Jain next, as of now started “The Jane Austen Book Club”, had bought it long back but did not read it earlier.
niceguy251
Kanupriya,
I do not think I can find words to tell you how sad I feel at your loss. I did not visit you for some time and today I thought of catching up but not in this manner. May I request you to understand that once soul of a person leaves the body it makes efforts to attain MOKASH but that is not possible till all wordly ties are severed. Soul is on the way to merge with the creator but we without realising make it difficult for the soul to attain that by keeping on calling out again and again. I know the loss is unbearable but for your love for him don’t you think you should help him attain MOKSHA?
Take care
Kanupriya
@niceguy251: I understand but certain outbursts r difficult to control.
रश्मि प्रभा
mere paas koi shabd nahi,main maun hun aur aansu bah rahe hain……
WSW
*Hugs
Kanupriya
@ Rashmi Prabha: Haan mausi, nothing could have been worse than this…its really painful.
@ WSW: Thanks
IGNOU RSD
Chithhi na koyi sandesh�
Ho� chithhi na koi sandesh
Jaane woh kaun sa desh jaha tum chale gaye
Chithhi na koyi sandesh
Jaane woh kaun sa desh jaha tum chale gaye
Chithhi na koyi sandesh
Jaane woh kaun sa desh jaha tum chale gaye
Jaha tum chale gaye
Is dil pe laga ke thhes jaane woh kaun sa desh
Jaha tum chale gaye…
Ek aah bhari hogi hamne na suni hogi
Jaate jaate tumne awaaz to di hogi
Har waqt yehi hai gham, us waqt kaha the hum
Kaha tum chale gaye
Chithhi na koi sandesh jaane woh kaun sa desh
Jaha tum chale gaye jaha tum chale gaye
Is dil pe laga ke thhes jaane woh kaun sa desh
Jaha tum chale gaye…
Har cheez pe ashkon se likha hai tumhaara naam
Ye raste ghar galiyaan tumhe kar na sake salaam
Hai dil mein reh gayi baat, jaldi se chhuda kar haath
Kaha tum chale gaye
Chithhi na koi sandesh jaane woh kaun sa desh
Jaha tum chale gaye jaha tum chale gaye
Is dil pe laga ke thhes jaane woh kaun sa desh
Jahan tum chale gaye…
Ab yaadon ke kaante is dil mein chubhte hain
Na dard thhaherta hai na aanson rukte hain
Tumhe dhhundhh raha hai pyaar, hum kaise karein iqraar
Kaha tum chale gaye
Chithhi na koi sandesh jaane woh kaun sa desh
Jaha tum chale gaye jaha tum chale gaye
Is dil pe laga ke thhes jaane woh kaun sa desh
Jahan tum chale gaye…
Ho kahan tum chale gaye -3
IGNOU RSD
Chithhi na koyi sandesh�
Ho� chithhi na koi sandesh
Jaane woh kaun sa desh jaha tum chale gaye
Chithhi na koyi sandesh
Jaane woh kaun sa desh jaha tum chale gaye
Chithhi na koyi sandesh
Jaane woh kaun sa desh jaha tum chale gaye
Jaha tum chale gaye
Is dil pe laga ke thhes jaane woh kaun sa desh
Jaha tum chale gaye…
Ek aah bhari hogi hamne na suni hogi
Jaate jaate tumne awaaz to di hogi
Har waqt yehi hai gham, us waqt kaha the hum
Kaha tum chale gaye
Chithhi na koi sandesh jaane woh kaun sa desh
Jaha tum chale gaye jaha tum chale gaye
Is dil pe laga ke thhes jaane woh kaun sa desh
Jaha tum chale gaye…
Har cheez pe ashkon se likha hai tumhaara naam
Ye raste ghar galiyaan tumhe kar na sake salaam
Hai dil mein reh gayi baat, jaldi se chhuda kar haath
Kaha tum chale gaye
Chithhi na koi sandesh jaane woh kaun sa desh
Jaha tum chale gaye jaha tum chale gaye
Is dil pe laga ke thhes jaane woh kaun sa desh
Jahan tum chale gaye…
Ab yaadon ke kaante is dil mein chubhte hain
Na dard thhaherta hai na aanson rukte hain
Tumhe dhhundhh raha hai pyaar, hum kaise karein iqraar
Kaha tum chale gaye
Chithhi na koi sandesh jaane woh kaun sa desh
Jaha tum chale gaye jaha tum chale gaye
Is dil pe laga ke thhes jaane woh kaun sa desh
Jahan tum chale gaye…
Ho kahan tum chale gaye -3
Neena
I know what ur going through…I am in the similar situation for last 7 years and I know that every passing day becomes difficult…just hang in there and keep the good memories alive and keep praying and stay strong..God Bless
Hari
Hi there,
Could you please translate the first three lines of this song? Unfortunately I don't know Hindi but someone quoted these lines when writing about my mother who passed away a few months ago and I'd really like to know what it means in English. Sorry for the bother, but hopefully you can help! 🙂 -Hari