Hmmm…last day of the year and last post for my blog in 2009…I remember
writing a post on 31st Dec for this blog in 2008 as well. 2008 was bad, really bad as it was the year when
Amitesh Bhaiya had left us forever but then the optimistic in me thought that next year will be fine. I had wished, prayed and hoped that 2009 would be better for us never to know that
2009 would actually turn out to be the worst year of our life till now as 2009 is the fateful year when
fate snatched Kishu from us very brutally and callously! They say –
all that happens is for good…well not really. I don’t think there can be any good in losing Kishu and Amitesh Bhaiya from our lives forever. Life will never be same after
Kishu & Bhaiya. The days are passing on but certain losses are irrevocable and some pains can never be healed. You just somehow willingly or unwillingly learn to live with it. Some incidents do make you succumb to your fate and do break your belief towards so many aspects of life…now I don’t even know whether I should hope for a better 2010. Yes, the strong optimistic in me has slowly-slowly died with time; the staunch faith has faded away. Now I only know one thing –
jo hona hai woh ho ke rahega.
Had read this beautiful poem by Shri Bachchan which describes my some of the thoughts so aptly now, we keep on hoping for something better, something new but then again hota wahi hai jo hona hota hai aur din beet hi jate hai jaise-taise…
लो दिन बीता, लो रात गई
लो दिन बीता, लो रात गई,
सूरज ढलकर पच्छिम पहुँचा,
डूबा, संध्या आई, छाई,
सौ संध्या-सी वह संध्या थी,
क्यों उठते-उठते सोचा था,
दिन में होगी कुछ बात नई।
लो दिन बीता, लो रात गई ।
धीमे-धीमे तारे निकले,
धीरे-धीरे नभ में फैले,
सौ रजनी-सी वह रजनी थी,
क्यों संध्या को यह सोचा था,
निशि में होगी कुछ बात नई।
लो दिन बीता, लो रात गई।
चिड़ियाँ चहकीं, कलियाँ महकी,
पूरब से फिर सूरज निकला,
जैसे होती थी सुबह हुई,
क्यों सोते-सोते सोचा था,
होगी प्रातः कुछ बात नई।
लो दिन बीता, लो रात गई,
– हरिवंश राय बच्चन
With these thoughts, I would end my post by wishing all my readers a very happy & prosperous new year. Hope the next year brings more sunshine to your lives, have a great year ahead! And please do pray for me and my family to have a peaceful 2010…
Renu
WISHING YOU A YEAR FULL OF HAPPINESS AND A CONTENTED LIFE !!!!!!
Psych Babbler
I thought my 2009 was bad but your sounds a lot worse. I do hope and pray you and your family have a better 2010. Best wishes….
By the way, I do not believe everything happens for good…but I try and believe that things happen for a reason.
Nu
Wishing you and your family a very happy and healthy new year Kanu 🙂
Smita
Wish you a Happy new Year & I sincerely wish that the optimistic you comes back!!!
Take care!!!
Abhishek
You know what, why it is called a 'New Year Wish'? Because that's what it is, a Wish!
We all wish for a good time but obviously hoga wahi jo hona hai. hai na 🙂
Hope you have a real good year ahead!
ani_aset
happy new year yaara to you and family